Update

Hello WordPress,

I haven’t written in forever and I guess I just want to give you guys an update on me. My life is super mundane. Everyday just drags on painfully slow and all I think about anymore is earning money. I never knew I’d be the type to get to this point but I guess I’m just hitting a low point.

For those of you who don’t know, I got rejected from every single one of my schools. Yes…every single one of them; including UW Bothell. Why? I’m not quite sure. I know I’m not the best student but I had my share of high points too…or so I thought. I have an SAT score of 1990, PSAT 206 and ACT score of 30. My extracurriculars are debate (nationals), orchestra (section leader, chamber, state), and church (praise, student leadership). My GPA doesn’t exactly follow suit-I have a 2.8.

You know, it’s strange. As much as I wish I could be as strong as I act, I’m not. I’m bitter and annoyed with myself and the world. I know what I’m supposed to do, but I just can’t get myself to do it. I’m supposed to trust in God and get myself up, so why am I not doing that? It’s so dang tempting to just give up right now. When did I become so broken…

Faith…it really is an interesting word…